I’m diverging a bit from my initial goals and framework for this post. I’m not too upset about it though, being distracted by other art things is an ideal I want to strive for. If I’m going to be distracted by stuff all the time, it might as well be stuff I want to work on and get better at.
Recently I started getting back into figure drawing a bit again. I’ve been very slowly unpacking the few things I have left to unpack in my new apartment and pulled out my sketchboard. I knew where it was but it still felt like finding it in a way? I had partially forgotten about it, at least I wasn’t consciously thinking about it much. It got me in the mood to practice some figure drawing again, something that I find pretty relaxing when it’s more technical stuff. I don’t even know where I’d begin with more creative applications of it, but it’s something that I’ll need to plan out and work on. I use a Youtube channel called Proko for learning how to draw figures. Their website can be found here but I normally use their Youtube channel, specifically their series on figure drawing. I’ve made it up to their video on mannequinization, but regularly go back to the earlier videos to practice gesture drawing.
Gesture drawing is like the first framework of a gesture drawing and is the main thing you build on top of. Gesture drawings are really fluid and intended to capture motion and energy rather than totally accurate proportions. I usually warm up by watching a Proko video and drawing along with it. I tend to pause the videos pretty frequently and watch sections over and over to try to pick up what approaches the instructor takes to represent the gesture. Recently I’ll try drawing the pose myself first and then with the video to compare the two (if you look at the picture above you might be able to find some repeats of these gestures). Then I’ll work through some poses on my own using the free pose reference images on Line of Action. This site is a really handy tool for figure drawing. You can specify the types of reference photos you want (i.e. filter out nudity) and set timers for how long you want to have to draw the photos (in the above image I did 30s and 90s drawings). They also have class modes which give a variety of times starting with a lot of shorter ones and slowly building up to longer sessions. I haven’t used this feature much, but I should so I can get more practice with longer figure drawings. The picture above is really chaotic, but doing gesture drawings on top of each other is a great way to save paper (and in my opinion makes a pretty cool end result).
I’m struggling a bit to find someone to critique my drawings. I used to send them to a friend of mine and discuss them with her but she’s been really busy recently and I don’t want to send more work to her. I can normally spot when things are off, but it’s tricky to find the directions I need to take to correct them. I might start using some online forums to try to get critique (at least ones where people seem friendly). Critique is really important for making improvements in art and me doing art in pretty solitary ways feels detrimental. It’s a hard thing to plan and ask people for and I definitely think that some of my art anxiety gets into the mix and messes things up.
I find that gesture drawing is a really nice relaxing activity for me. The lines are fluid and having the sketchboard gives me enough space to draw larger lines with my arm. I really like the type of pencil that you use for figure drawing too. I was introduced to Conté pencils through the Proko series and really like working with them. Charcoal is a favourite of mine, but it gets really messy and I tend to accidentally touch things around my desk while my hands are covered in it. Conté is essentially charcoal held together with clay. Still gets my hands pretty dirty, but there’s a lot less dust to deal with. I usually wear all black so staining from it isn’t much of an issue thankfully. The main issue with using these pencils is sharpening them. Figure drawing is best with a long section of lead exposed. Having this longer mark making section and a curved point is really useful for representing different lines and controlling how dark lines are. Proko discusses this here. I love drawing this way but there’s a few issues with it. The first is that I’m hoping to eventually start drawing digitally more. The stylus I use for my drawing tablet doesn’t really have a large section like this. You basically just need to use it like a regular pen and hold it in a normal tripod grip. Being used to holding a longer pencil in an overhand grip might make for a bit of a learning curve, but I think I’ll get used to it. The second issue is fairly minor but incredibly frustrating. Having a long piece of lead like this makes it a lot easier to break your pencil. This is obviously frustrating, but I find that it just totally derails my art practice and usually signifies the end of it. Re-sharpening the pencil takes some time so I’ll usually do it to set myself up for next time. I’ve found that pencils can often stay broken once they break like this which is really unfortunate. I’m not sure if the tip snapping sets off a chain reaction down the pencil, but the end result is pencils that practically can’t be sharpened. I’ll spend a ton of time sharpening and sanding to expose more lead and the new tip will just drop off because of a fracture already present.
I’m pretty glad to be getting back into figure drawing. It’s something that I enjoy a lot and find really relaxing. I’ll just need to be pretty vigilante about making sure I move forwards with my practices and get out of my comfort zone. Gesture is an important skill and one that I need to work on, but I can’t spend all my time working on it until I arbitrarily feel “ready” to move forwards. Getting stuck repeating earlier stage things like this definitely affects the types of creative things I do as well. Often I’ll be hesitant to attempt creative ideas because I don’t think I’ve done enough fundamentals to do them well. This is something that’s a really big hurdle for me in art, but I’m hoping that I can confront it with time and practice. I’ve been trying to be more vigilante with assessing myself and it seems to be working? I try to judge how much energy I have and base my decisions on that. If I’m tired and a bit burnt out, I’ll focus on low pressure exercises like gesture drawing. If I have more energy, I’ll try to do “scarier” exercises like the things in Draw A Box. I’ll try to mix casual doodling in with both of this scenarios and do it while I watch YouTube videos or TV shows before bed. If I have a fair amount of energy and am in a decent mood I’ll work on larger creative projects. This last condition isn’t super strong unfortunately. I’ve been working on creative stuff more recently, but still not as much as I’d like. I think I need to just spend a lot of time doing it casually to help get rid of the perceived stage-fright that comes with creative art. I think even just me treating it as some huge monumental task that I’m constantly building towards adds a lot to the pressure of it. Trying to do it when I’m lower on energy might not be an awful idea. Could help take some of the pressure out of it.